Monday, October 30, 2006
I finally awake realising that small matters are not to be taken seriously. It started with just a minor,minor cough. Knowing it was a minor,minor cough,I ignored the fact and took cold drinks and fried food especially being in the month of Syawal. A minor fever came into life but still I took no bother about it. Then terrible nightmare struck my life this morning @ 1am. There was a sharp pain on my chest,left shoulder & left chest. My temperature went up to 90.3 celsius making my body to shiver very badly. I could not cough or breathe in hard as the pain on my left body was unbearable. Tears started to roll down @ 4am in the morning as the pain was killing me. My dad gave me some plain water and massage my back hoping to ease my pain but it didn't help. @ 7.30am my dear came straight from work to bring me to the doctor. I went to my family doctor crawling in pain. The doctor did a checkup on me & suggested me to be admitted to hospital because of the high fever. I asked the doctor for other available choices I have. She suggested me to go for an X-ray @ Sata to see how bad my condition is before making a decision. I look around me was all empty,sitting beside me was my dear taking his nap after 12hour work. My heart was pounding hard as I entered the room. I could never thanked Allah for giving me a chance to learn to re-treasure my health & life to the fullest. My doctor told me there is no major problem as she expected. The pain is caused by bad phlegm & slightly swollen chest. I had to attend my first lesson @ night despite of the pain in order to achieve 75% attendance. My dear was nice enough to send me to school before going to work. Then a surprise took me away when my dear said that he had taken mc & would come to fetch me after class. I felt very guilty @ the point of time as I had burden him the whole day today. He brought me to the doctor after his work despite of his tiredness, he sacrificed his sleep to send me home & fetch me to school, he sacrificed his work by taking an mc just so he could send me home after my class ends. Despite of all this,sometimes I think he don't bother & care for me when he truly does. I've made a promise to myself not touch fizzy drinks as often as I used to. As a replacement, I'm learning to drink plain water eventhough it's abit struggling at the beginning. This experience has taught me to treasure my health to the fullest & not to ignore it despite of any minor problems. It has also made me realised that there are many people out there who care for me & willing to sacrifice anything just to make me well again. I could never ever thanked my parents who woke up in the middle of the night to help me ease my pain,to my dear who went through all the trouble just to ensure that I am safe & sound @ all times & lastly to Allah who has taught me to treasure my health seriously & not to take it lightly. To all out there, the pain of death is temporary but the pain to endure our illness is torturous & miserable. Learn to treasure our health & live our life to the fullest. PREVENTION is always BETTER than CURE!
10:40 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
A is for angel, sent from above
B is for baby, smothered with love
C is for cute as cute can be
D is for diapers and changing them for me
E is for everything baby and more
F is for father walking the floor
G is for glad you are finally here
H is for hiccups that are funny and dear
I is for icky sticky messing
J is for joy you brought to us
K is for kisses and kindness and keep
L is for Love, so wide and deep
M is for Mommy and her loving arms
N is for Never coming to harm
O is for oat cereal and later Cheerios
P is for precious little fingers and toes
Q is for quiet, baby is sleeping
R is for relatives, always come peeping
S is for sleep, but not for your folks
T is for tub and all those long soaks
U is for unconditional as in love from your parents
V is for very active as you will soon merit
W is for wakeful, watchful and wise
X is for the Xtra special light you brought to our eyes
Y is for you - who is as bright as the sun
Z is for zest of living that you gave us, little one.
10:37 AM
