Saturday, September 19, 2009
It has been so long ever since I wrote in this blog. Many years I would say. Still quite happy to see it still surviving. What has made me decided to make a post here is about an incident that happened to me today. I went out with my sayang & Dingo for supper to @ TANG Teahouse. As we were having our meal, out came a lady that came to say Hi to us. I thought she was some casual friend that both of the guys know. During the conversation she had with Dingo, I could see that sayang was abit uneasy and kept focusing on his food. I did not want to read so much into it so I just let it be. After she left, I was abit surprised to know how these guys know about her. I was also informed that she used to keep close contact with Sayang & even had a Crush on HIM.....I would say that I responded well intially upon hearing the news from Dingo but as time goes by I just so upset over it. I feel that there are so many things that were hidden from me & I would always have to hear it from someone else. I am at lost..I really have no idea what to do or feel about this whole situation. Maybe not just this incident but so many other incidences that made me feel so upset & full with rage. I could now understand sayang's mum feelings and what she went through each time she confide in me about being kept in the dark. Is there anyone out there who has a solution for me?
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